Wednesday Wisdom๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿพ

Dear Friends,

When things go wrong

As they sometimes will,

When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high,

And you want to smile but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit…

Rest if you must — but don’t you quit.

Have an amazing Wednesday,

Olivia

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Happy Saturday ๐Ÿ˜Š

Back from a little mental break, not really sure if I want to continue this blog but I’m here!!! Hope you all are having a great start to the morning!!!

I’ll chat soon…..

Ms. Fran๐Ÿ˜Š

In My Feelings Tonight๐Ÿ˜”

Its Sunday night and I have finally laid down for the night! It’s been an awesome weekend. My Clemson Tigers won the ACC Championship. I Finally got the decorations up, did some crafts, and managed to check some emails. The house looks like a winter wonderland, xmas music ๐ŸŽถ going and all seems well. At least it should be….I can’t help but feel so sad that I will starting the New Year off with my son going to prison. Today all I could do was cry, I’m just in a sad mood tonight. I’m wondering will I be ok during these 10 months, will he? How will his mind be after this? Tonight is the first time in a while that I’m really worried. I know God has his back, but he’s my only child. How did this happen? Why? Have I come far enough out of depression, only to go back down that dark whole. Will this send my recovery crashing down? I just have to keep praying, a little Christmas miracle would be so lovely right now. Hope you all are well, chat soon….

Ms. Fran

Monday Ended Well๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฝ

Super happy this Monday ended well, I remember dreading Monday’s and couldn’t get out of bed. I have been really busy on all my new projects, so that keeps my mind from drifting off. I’m so proud of how far I have come, I still have a ways to go, but glad I’m heading on the right track. I’m going to bed tonight happy and satisfied with my accomplishments. I’m not where I want to be yet, but I’ll get there. Before I go, I read today that a local police officer committed suicide in his patrol car with his service weapon today. For some reason this hit me really hard, although I didn’t know the officer I just felt it was so close to home. With that being said, people suicide is real and it can happen to the best of us. I’m not sure what this young man was going through, but I know how those thoughts can over power your brain. My prayers are with his family and all families that are grieving over their love ones tonight. Wishing you all a good night..chat soon!!

Ms. Fran

Is It Possible to Feel Sad and Happy at Once๐Ÿค”

So it’s raining out and I’m feeling a little bit sad, but happy! Happy I’m going out with friends tonight for dinner, nothing fancy just enjoying each other. I really need this company today, because I’m about to fall apart. Well have the date of when my grand baby will be here, although I’m totally excited, I’m also so sad. I had hope to be in better position financially, hell and mentally. I just was hoping to be this fabulous, rich, powerful woman by now. I hate my grandson has to come into this world, looking at the failure I’ve become. He deserves so much more, he also doesn’t need to have his fathers fate being handle by some judge. I’m just a mess over this!!! But then I’m sooo happy, because I can’t wait to see his cute little face staring up at me. So I ask again can you be happy and sad at the same time????? Chat soon!!!

Ms. Fran

So I Ran Away๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฝ

I’m gone, no clothes, no dog, no personal belongings! I’m just gone! Tonight my husband treated me like he never liked me or respected me. Now granted he was this way before earlier in the marriage but I thought he changed. NOT!!! He’s mad because I missed a student loan payment, like he didn’t know I’ve been struggling these pass few weeks! He didn’t even look at me, just said “get away from me”! Treated me like I never existed. This hurt me to my core, I’m tired! I’m sleepy, disappointed, sad and mad! I left home, don’t know where I’m going but I’m gone! Screw it all! 

Ms.Fran