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Up and thoughts wondering💭

It’s about 1 in the morning and my mind is racing, wondering what’s going on with my ’little boy’? He’s always going to be my little boy even if he’s grown and taller than me. 😊 I awake in the middle of the night just see if he has emailed me. I don’t care ifContinue reading “Up and thoughts wondering💭”

Therapy Day Yesterday😌

So I forgot to mention I saw my therapist yesterday. As always I was feeling pretty good after I left her. She knows just how to continue encouraging me when I’m just on the tip of self-doubt. I explained to her, how good I was feeling. On a scale from 1-5, I explain to herContinue reading “Therapy Day Yesterday😌”

And It Continues😔

Instead of 4 in the morning, it’s 3! Been up for hours now crying my eyes out. Is this a joke, could God just be teasing me? Things were going so good for me, then all of sudden. Sadness, despair, hopeless, and guilt starts to come around again. Do these feeling ever go away? I’mContinue reading “And It Continues😔”

4 a.m. I haven’t seen you in a while🙁

Good early morning bloggers, I haven’t posted in a while. I wanted to post, but my body wouldn’t let me. My body has been stuck in depression mode this week. My mind has be clear, but my body is telling another story. I’ve been fighting a cold for almost 2 weeks, my body aches likeContinue reading “4 a.m. I haven’t seen you in a while🙁”

My Week In Review

So I’m up as usual about 4:00 a.m. my time, hello 4 been waiting on you. !!! Well I went to bed pretty early, because I was totally exhausted this week and could no longer hold my eyes open. Friday came crashing down around me like some energy drink, I’m just doomed by the endContinue reading “My Week In Review”

Hello 4 a.m.!!!

Hello 4 a.m. as always I’m dressed and waiting for you, nothing cute this time just a head scarf and some big girl panties. lol!! I fell asleep about 10:30 and just knew my mind was going to be clear with no worries…NOT!!! I just can’t help worrying about this situation surrounding my son, weContinue reading “Hello 4 a.m.!!!”

5 a.m. Argument 😒

Up early this morning, having a little spat with the hubby!!! Not going into to much detail and I wouldn’t say argument, but heated 10 minute discussion. He did something a couple of weeks ago and instead of addressing it then, I waited. Actually I let it go because I’m kind of tired of talkingContinue reading “5 a.m. Argument 😒”