Hoping For a Better Day!

Good morning world, I have said my prayers, walked the pup and up and ready to start this day! I’m hoping that God goes before me and make all the crooked places straight, hoping the mechanic doesn’t lie about my truck  just to scam money out me! I will continue working on my book today and let nothing distract me! I will try to stay up during my nap time and get something done in the place of that. So I have a lot to do today, hoping and praying for some motivation! Stay tuned…………..:)wp-1471260201207.jpg

Well that didn’t last long!!!

Well my mood is real stank right about now, so I tried to get motivated today but failed miserably ended up getting back in bed and didn’t wake back up until 230! I didn’t accomplish anything on that damn list I created, my truck was in the shop, only to pick it up and have them tell me “it’s nothing wrong” but then it starts to smoke from the inside as soon as I pulled up to the drive-in. I’m currently taking care of my dad who had a stroke and today some lady from VA calls and upsets us both. And if that isn’t enough to make you take a pill, I still haven’t my damn account is in the negative because I forgot about a damn bill! Good Grief………I need several drinks and a cigar along with a vacation to a faraway place. My anxiety level is up, my head hurts and as much as I try I just can’t function most days. And it gets harder and harder to keep pretending I’m ok because I’m not, and I think my friends are sort of tired of me complaining so I have just decided to say nothing and write about here. Well that I’m going to be motivated thing didn’t last long at all, lol and it’s only Tuesday. I have to laugh to keep from crying because I feel so bad inside!  I just think anybody gets it, just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. Admitting that I’m suffering is so hard but all I really wish is for my life to return to normal. Life isn’t suppose to be this bad! Should it? Stay Tuned……………..

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