Up and thoughts wondering馃挱

It’s about 1 in the morning and my mind is racing, wondering what’s going on with my 鈥檒ittle boy鈥? He’s always going to be my little boy even if he’s grown and taller than me. 馃槉 I awake in the middle of the night just see if he has emailed me. I don’t care if it’s a two-word sentence I’m just extremely happy. Still in my mind wondering how we got here? So he tells me he’s doing well, but I think he tells me that to keep from worrying about him and it works! I know it could be worse; because I’m in several FB groups and their sons are in really bad places. So for that, I’m so grateful to God. I’m so grateful every day I’m in a better place to handle this. If any of you have been keeping up with me, y’all know I was a complete mess mentally. 馃槉

I just want him home, it’s like those times when I told him he would be on punishment forever, lol then a week later I let him off. Well, it’s time for this punishment to be over, I truly believe he has learned his lesson. Or has he?

I’m in no way diminishing the little role 鈥橫r. Tony Montana鈥 played in this part, but I just felt like probation could have been just as fine. Hell, he was a first-time offender and not a danger at all. Oh well, I’m just being a 鈥檓omma bear鈥 wishing I could protect him. Guess I’ll doze back off until later, just needed to get that off my chest. Chat soon….

Ms. Fran

Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. I鈥檓 also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, 饾摓饾摰饾摬饾摽饾摬饾摢 饾搼. 饾摙饾摫饾摦饾摴饾摫饾摦饾摶饾摥 馃拫

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