Tuesday’s Thoughts

Happy Tuesday all, the week seems to be moving pretty fast. Well lately, I have been thinking about so much,like can I continue on this path of happiness. For some odd reason I keep thinking that all of my hard work of improvement will come crashing down again. This led me to think about drinking again. I know I’m over thinking and that I have to remain optimistic. It’s just this little tiny tiny voice in the back of my head, saying “I don’t deserve to heal or grow.” I’m so not ready to head back down that road again, hell I know it’s the devil fucking with me! I will not let these negative thoughts consume my life anymore. Thoughts love to stay in your head and create havoc, but not anymore for me. So to those of you who are also feeling a bit discouraged, I know how you feel! Some days are better than others, but I will do my best to stay on top of these stupid thoughts. Have a great Tuesday

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