Just Like That: I’m Changing

Last year around this time, I didn’t know if I was coming or going. Life sucked and I wanted no part of it. All I could do was walk around the house in pajamas cry, barely sleep, sleep too much, or just sit in the corners. I just couldn’t cope and felt no need too, life wasn’t even worth living at this time. My body felt like crap, I could barely stand from all the pain I was feeling. I just couldn’t understand why God was making me suffer like this. See those are the thoughts I had going through my head, “It’s God fault” not mines. I did nothing to contribute to the pathetic way I was feeling….said know one ever. So here we are a year later, and I feel better than I felt in years. My mind is little clearer and life doesn’t seem so bad. Yes, I still have my moments because I’m still trying to figure this new me out. My passion for self-improvement is on overload, I’m reading, listening to TedTalks, meditating, and learning to let go. ‘Radical Acceptance’ I can no longer try to change things I can’t control. So just like that, I’m working on me, for me! I’m a continuous work in progress….chat soon!

Ms. Fran

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