Well it’s only been about seven days, and time seems to be going really slow. I try keeping busy which makes the day go by for me, but then I realize he is two hours behind us, so time is espescially slow for him. I really miss him an awful lot, and can’t wait to go see my boy next month. I just couldn’t imagine having to go through this shit for years, I’m so glad God intervene when He did. Today I started back group therapy and he called in the middle of it, and I only spoke with him briefly. I just wanted to cry, because I have never had to brush him off like that. Usually I can call him back,not this time. Glad therapy made me feel better about the situation today, so I’m going to email him before bed. I’ll say this again, being a mom is so hard sometimes! Chat soon….