Well it has hit me!!β˜ΉοΈπŸŽ„

Yes I do…all I have done this morning is cry! Last night I got some troubling news from my son, who only has 24 days to go and it just breaks my hurt. It wasn’t anything bad, I just think this girl and her family trying to use him. (more on that later) I just keep walking around the house, listening to Christmas music and wishing my boy was home. I just want to spend a little more time with him before he goes off . I could fly there again, but the last time was not good(more on that too). I want him home, everybody keeps telling me I have to let him live his life. How can I just let go? My only son is going to jail, and I’m sorry I feel horrible today. All I want to do is drink and stay in bed. I had plan on going out today, but I can’t even bring myself to eat. It’s getting harder and harder as the days go by so swiftly. I look into his room and cry, cry and wonder what went wrong? I really don’t want to fall back into my hole, but I just can’t cope right now. Chat soon….

Ms. Fran


6 thoughts on “Well it has hit me!!β˜ΉοΈπŸŽ„

  1. theutopiauniverse says:

    Keep strong, try to accept your situation for what it is, your son will always be your son that will never change, but you can choose how to change the way you feel , I know it is hard, but if you change the way you see things, you will feel much better and be better for others lol

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