So I took the Nap…Now I feel guilty๐Ÿ˜ž

Well I took a little nap, got up to my hubby sitting in the chair looking at his phone. I was in total shock, I didn’t even know he was coming home so damn early. ๐Ÿ˜’ I usually try to be up and dress before he comes home, so I can at least look decent. So again he caught me with my head scarf and one of my ‘big momma’ house dresses. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Now, the guilt sets in! I’m kind of embarrassed to have him see me laying in bed all the time, but I can’t help it. Physically my body is just hurting, and I’m exhausted by the end of the day. I know he wants the sexy housewive who walks around in heels all day, makeup on, hair done, and no clothes. Hell, I’m just not her this year. I’m still struggling with getting my confidence back, so it’s hard for me to see myself like that anymore. *sigh* Another thing this illness has taken from me, my sex drive and appeal. Yeah..yeah I know that might be what the kids call (TMI), but hell it needs to be said. I wonder how many of you all who suffer from depression, anxiety, etc. have a probably in bed??? lol don’t all answer at once!!! I mean talk about how this illness makes us physically tired, so how the hell can we think about sex??? This has been on my mind for a while and currently I’m researching some ways to overcome this sluggish mood I’m in. Lord knows I don’t want my man looking other places for things I can do at home!!!! ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ˜‰With that being said…stay tuned for my ebook coming out soon!!! Sex and Depression: When he wants To, but you Don’t!! If there is anything you would like for me to talk about please feel free to email me, blackgirldown@gmail.com! Everything will totally be confidential, I just know I’m not alone here…chat soon! 

Ms. Fran

Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. Iโ€™m also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, ๐“ž๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ช ๐“‘. ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ญ ๐Ÿ’‹

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