Note To Self #7ย 

It’s Saturday afternoon and I’m back in my bed, which is where I kinda wanted to be anyway! I got up early because I had to get over to dads and run errands for him. As I was driving, feeling a bit dizzy and aggravated, I couldn’t help but think ๐Ÿ’ญ What would they do without me? I’m for real, what the hell would they do? If I’m not thinking of trying to help someone, I’m actually doing it! I’m a secretary, wife, mom, daughter, CNA and whatever else you can add to the titles. And when I even hint at I’m going to rest or lay down, they then call me lazy or say you do nothing all day!! Are you fucking kidding me???? *blank stare*๐Ÿ˜ณ They say we just joking, but I really think they believe that. I’m so exhausted, I feel like I’m about to fall out! Hell maybe if I hit the ground they may believe I’m sick then!! I just need some “me” time! I don’t want to be the leader anymore, I don’t want to be mom, wife, sister, daughter or friend for a whole week! I’m seriously worn out and day by day I feel like I’m going to collapse. So I’m going to cover up my head, and pray the dog or my son doesn’t find me. ๐Ÿ˜‚even the puppy gets a little aggravating, bless his little heart! Hope everyone is having a great Saturday…chat soon!

Ms. Fran


Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. Iโ€™m also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, ๐“ž๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ช ๐“‘. ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ญ ๐Ÿ’‹

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