It’s Monday Again!!!

Good Morning bloggers, it’s Monday and I think I’m ready for the week. I woke up feeling pretty good physically and mentally. I hope and pray this week goes smoothly, I don’t have much to do this week so just going to go with the flow. Turning on the news this morning, makes me feel a little anxious and mad at the same time. I can’t for the life of me understand how so many people can defend this orange dictator, I’m still mad as hell that he wants to demolish the ACA. I called my insurance company this morning and didn’t get through, but someone told me to apply for the ACA to get coverage. It just depresses me more that I have to fight so hard to be covered for my illness. They wonder why so many commit suicide? Hell they can barely take care of our vets, so what did I really think was going to happen. Oh well praying something happens this week for me so I can get back on my meds and get some counseling. I have been feeling pretty good lately, I guess because I was keeping busy over the weekend. Decided today I might start back crafting to ease my mind for a bit. I’m going to try to lay off the news for a bit and just focus on positive things, I’m actually done with my ebook so hoping I can hit that publish button soon. I have to admit that I’m so afraid about putting this book out, not because I don’t think it’s any good but lately I have just been afraid of stepping out. So afraid of a lot of things lately, I just can’t find any strength or courage to go on. Whew…I finally got that off my chest, I’m afraid and can’t find the courage. Damn, that felt good because I was holding that in for sometime now, people think I have it all together now and believe me I don’t. The truth is I watch in awe at so many people who I admire and wonder where they find the strength to get out there. I was never this person, there was nothing I couldn’t do. So why now???? Why has this wave of fear come over me?? Well it’s only Monday maybe the week will get better for me and eventually I can get this book out. Glad I got that out, hope you all have a great week!!! Chat soon……

Ms. Fran