It’s Monday Again!!!

Good Morning bloggers, it’s Monday and I think I’m ready for the week. I woke up feeling pretty good physically and mentally. I hope and pray this week goes smoothly, I don’t have much to do this week so just going to go with the flow. Turning on the news this morning, makes me feel a little anxious and mad at the same time. I can’t for the life of me understand how so many people can defend this orange dictator, I’m still mad as hell that he wants to demolish the ACA. I called my insurance company this morning and didn’t get through, but someone told me to apply for the ACA to get coverage. It just depresses me more that I have to fight so hard to be covered for my illness. They wonder why so many commit suicide? Hell they can barely take care of our vets, so what did I really think was going to happen. Oh well praying something happens this week for me so I can get back on my meds and get some counseling. I have been feeling pretty good lately, I guess because I was keeping busy over the weekend. Decided today I might start back crafting to ease my mind for a bit. I’m going to try to lay off the news for a bit and just focus on positive things, I’m actually done with my ebook so hoping I can hit that publish button soon. I have to admit that I’m so afraid about putting this book out, not because I don’t think it’s any good but lately I have just been afraid of stepping out. So afraid of a lot of things lately, I just can’t find any strength or courage to go on. Whew…I finally got that off my chest, I’m afraid and can’t find the courage. Damn, that felt good because I was holding that in for sometime now, people think I have it all together now and believe me I don’t. The truth is I watch in awe at so many people who I admire and wonder where they find the strength to get out there. I was never this person, there was nothing I couldn’t do. So why now???? Why has this wave of fear come over me?? Well it’s only Monday maybe the week will get better for me and eventually I can get this book out. Glad I got that out, hope you all have a great week!!! Chat soon……

Ms. Fran


Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. Iโ€™m also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, ๐“ž๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ช ๐“‘. ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ญ ๐Ÿ’‹

8 thoughts on “It’s Monday Again!!!

  1. I’m so glad that you’re doing better and the orange dictator needs to be impeached immediately. Thank you so much for your kind words. ๐Ÿ˜Šโค


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