Morning Thoughts!

Good morning all, kind of late posting didn’t have a house to clean so I went over to dads and finished putting up his Christmas decorations. It’s nothing fancy but he was very grateful and loved his little tree. Woke up this morning feeling awesome again, body was on point and I didn’t feel grouchy. Took my pup for a walk and this morning I actually paid some attention to the beautiful scenery this time of year our park has to offer. Usually I’m so lost in thought that I forget I’m walking, but today it felt good and I ย was very relaxed. Listen to a bit of preaching from Joyce Meyers and kept thinking over my life. So I made it home and decided to get some things done around the house and then it hit me……a wave of sadness, doubt, guilt, and my favorite disappointment. Just walked in the house and just broke down crying for no reason at freaking all, so I manage to dry my tears and made it to my back porch and there it was a damn bull frog on the porch. Now, this may seem like I’m a little nuttier than usual, but frogs have always been connected to something bad dealing with my husband and that crazy witch he shared a kid with. Usually when I see the frog the witch calls and once again me and hubby are into some heated argument over that sad ass kid. I know this sounds crazy but I can go into stories of every time a frog has been in my life and on the porch. Lol do you think I’m crazy yet???????? Believe this when I tell you it always happens this way, but today I think I’m going to not let it affect me and just keep it moving. Oh well a bit of better news after that craziness…..yesterday I was having a conversation with one of my family members about buying one of my t-shirts and the convo was about not having money this year to spend. Of course I totally felt her pain and then I was off to the bank to deposit a check and with my surprise there was a $100 sticking out of the ATM. I was like WOW, I sure could use this! Then it hit me what if this was the last $100 dollars this person had to their name. So I returned the money and had a great day after that, I have so many times been down to my last and something always seems to come up and then you’re broke. I hope this money was returned to the owner, well on that note I feel better that I got this stuff off my chest. I thank you all for always reading my crazy thoughts, lol! Chat soon……..

Ms. Fran

Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. Iโ€™m also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, ๐“ž๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ช ๐“‘. ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ญ ๐Ÿ’‹

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  1. Says alot about your character! I’m sure karma will be returning your way. Also you got more done in one morning than I’ve accomplished all day, so far. ๐Ÿ™‚

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