Here I sit in my classroom, lights off and the sound of children laughing without a care in the world. I start to cry because I remember at time when this was me. Laughing for know reason at all and cracking jokes. Now I’m just a body with nothing but emotions running through my psychotic mind… I’m trying my best to keep my lashes dry so the other teachers don’t see my sadness. I keep thinking was I really ready to get back to work, when I don’t feel like I’m healed enough. I just want to go back home and hide, pull my covers over my head and hide. Dealing with people and the questions that I can’t handle right now. Tired of trying to explain why I feel the way I do. I don’t know why dammit, enough said!!! Emotions are all over the place and I have to put on the brave face….wish me luck!!! Chat soon!