My attitude just freaking sticks now!!

Hey there bloggers, wow another long day today with my kiddos! I’m loving the new job and glad just for a couple hours it takes my mind off shit! Talk with my son today and now we are in a phase of trying to get him back on track. What’s funny to me is, he’s got so many people in his ear who don’t even have their life straight. I know what’s best for him, I will be the only one he listens to, because I don’t sugar coat shit. He needs to find a damn job so he won’t end up like me or my damn family. Talk with my mom tonight and lord knows I love her, but she told me don’t kill myself working so many jobs!!! WTF???? Shit I’m broke because I had to cut my life short to take care of a parent. A parent, we don’t think that should happen until their damn near 80. No, I doing that with both now and don’t get it confused that I mind but damn! I’m cleaning houses and teaching because I had a damn lifestyle, she said don’t kill myself by working. Well where the hell where you when I wanted to kill myself because I was sick with a disease you don’t believe? I’m sorry I just don’t want to be 60 years old, sitting home watching Maury. Hell my dream is to be blogging and traveling until I’m damn near dead, lol! I was already pissed because the VA lady is stealing my dad’s money, but now I’m in full panic attack mode. Got to pop a pill and drink a class of wine. Good Grief, and people wonder why I’m so damn mean. Evaluate your life and tell me if you like where you are. I don’t and if I die working, please bury me in my Jimmy Choos and a cute wig after you pick up my last check!!! Sorry I just had to rant , hoping you all had a great day! Chat soon!

Ms. Fran ๐Ÿ’‹

Published by Olivia B. Shepherd

Welcome, My name is Olivia Shepherd, and I am the founder of this awesome blog about depression and mental illness. I started this blog in 2016 after being diagnosed with Major Depression, Anxiety and PTSD. I didn't have anybody to talk too or share my feelings with, so I decided to share them publicly to help others. I'm passionate and dedicated to bringing awareness about mental health, especially in the African American community. I also want to empower your voice to speak up and fight the stigma surrounding this illness. Iโ€™m also the founder of AshesToBeauty Mentoring & Outreach, a virtual online service dedicated to to the positive development and accelerated recovery of girls and women who have experienced abuse and depression, Ashes To Beauty strives to empower women to take their lives back by providing life skill education, one-on-one mentorship and impactful personal tools by which these impacted women can build the foundation for a successful future. Look forward to having you read my blog, ๐“ž๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ฟ๐“ฒ๐“ช ๐“‘. ๐“ข๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ญ ๐Ÿ’‹

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